The "friendship" talk

I broke it off with all my offline friends years ago. For the most part they were only interested in taking advantage of me. Usually for money, driving them around, or other stuff.

all my friends irl are pretty much nonexistent....like i had friends but all this constant moving from state to state and city to city just made me lose them all so i just gave up even trying and stuck to myself

Most people that I met through High School, and some through my first year of college, this year have completely cut me off. The rest are either dating somebody or have moved elsewhere. I moved myself about a year ago. I thought we all had a somewhat genuine bond, and there were others I actually cared about. Man, if I had known that I would be left in the dust like this, wasting my time and emotion, I would've tried even harder to study abroad or create more films for my portfolio. Thinking about it, there was nothing really wrong with any friendship I had; they all just lost interest in me as a person, which is the only explanation I can deduce. ~T

I have had a lot of friends, I have had reunions with people that just found me as an entertainment, nothing else nothing more. There are always going to be people that can't get along with one as a person yet there are also people that I wouldn't change for nothing. I got some nice friends while I was in high school. I still keep contact with them, they are like brothers and sisters to me and I'm thankful for that. They were my refuge when things got pretty awful inside of my house. So, I'm glad I had time to make such faithful friends. However, this took a lot of time to achieve for me. Since I moved to another state I haven't been able to interact with people that much. I don't feel like going out to pointless reunions and parties but they seem to be the only way to bond with almost every person in here. I don't care about that so I'd rather be studying than spending time with these vain and copy-minded people. If they don't like the blunt, honest, unemotional and hard working being I am, then I am better off alone in this state. This is just during four more years, temporal afterall.