What's your fantasy and what's your reality?

lmao im not sure i know what reality is i only make the trip to sanity often enough that they dont lock me up.lol fantasy: becoming an animator/ director like hiyo misaki and making some of the most beautiful heart touching films that the world has ever seen, and to make films that really make a difference in peoples lives. i want to travel around the world at least twice with some one who loves me for who i am and they dont just go becuase im going they go becuase they love the awesome adventures and misadventures we get into. eventually having a large home with a few kids and a HUGE library that takes up an entire house some where with either a river or a lake mountains and enough acreage to go horse back riding , my own privet studio and a graden full of flowers/roses. reality:graduted from highschool ,went into the military,been to about 6 different countries if you count 2 that iv only touched down in, was married ended abruptly and horribly,finished my enlistment moved to canada to become an animator,am currently working my ever loving ass off getting through school doing what i love every day. so all and all getting my fantasies to become reality. lesson learned: never let anyone tell you that you dream too big or you cant becuase the only one who can put limits on yourself is you.

F: Video game/MMO developer, programmer, and multi-style artist R: Kinda overweight, almost 32 year old virgin prior service plebeian scum that's so broke, I couldn't afford to pay attention.

Fantasy: The usual wanna be rich to spend on anything anime related figures,anime series etc and meeting that girl who just accepts me and likes the Super Sonico character as much as I do. Reality: Probably being kind of jobless in my life and have perhaps to do volunteer work to keep getting some money from the government to sustain myself, with a change of living on my own later on for the rest of my life. To be honest I don't really know :) I'm a person who looks at the good things of life and I am not fixated of getting a the best job or fitting in the standard culture of going out and such, but mainly try to have a happy life.

Fantasy: start and finish a space elevator so all of humanity will have a tool to reach outer space cheaply and without needing to be an astronaut. Get nanites so I can be young until the day of my death in a couple of centuries.(also product of nanites) Last fantasy ... travel the world with someone who I love and loves me back. Reality: unfulfilling job, and normally sent to locations to work where tech is ages in the past,and nobody with my interests. Still alone and not interested in marrying fems who just want a quick "out" of their life situations -_- And trying to study again so I can translate languages for a living.

Meeting a cute asian girl Marrying a cute asian girl

Fantasy: To become a beautiful bishounen man, and be able to live independently and do stuff like casual walks and shopping in a quiet peaceful semi-urban town with cute little shops in a row and being able to meet people and talk to them normally. Reality: A NEET dependant adult still struggling with my own identity/orientation, and struggling for independence from parents or any hope for living like above.

Fantasy: Starting up a quirky family that spreads joy to friends and strangers alike via entertainment. Reality: Becoming a Registered nurse while trying to get a Gf and saving up money to to turn my hobbies into income in order to make my fantasy true

Fantasy: Having nordic Aliens abduct me and reform me into a super cosmic magical girl guardian of earth!!! Live in Space on my ufo while leading a double life as a human ( With magical powers and everything she wants thanks to high tech alien technology. ) And protect Earth from any cosmic dangers ( Like if a giant asteroid was coming to eath, Or possibly aliens who want to harm the earth! Or solar flare? lel ) Reality: ........... -CRIES- WHY DID U HAVE TO BREAK ME FROM MY FANTASY...!!! Trying to heal from traumatic neglected past but working on doing it and so far everything has gone very well. And I'm healing from it but I'm still stuck trying to get my high school diploma cause I dropped out of hs due to depression and its taking me awhile but oh well. Then I'll get a job or go to college..Wish I could of been able to a normal life when I was younger then I wouldn't have to be so behind..It's embarrassing... And frustrating. But I'm still trying my best!

Fantasy: To actually be treated like a human being. Reality: Treated like a piece of trash. LOL ^

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