childhood ruined

I have been witness or listener to fucked up events/stories for a long time. Plus lots of girls I've been friends with telling me about past rape/abuse. Sometimes I feel like a counselor or sometimes a voyeur. Probably why I want to work on documentaries (after I buy a proper camera) about random and crazy stuff.

Ruined childhood?... Chemical imbalance...ocd... A kick to the forehead... An electric cord to the thigh...being made to believe i'll never amount to anything by my own dad... Meh... Who am I kidding? I will never grow up. Some may call it arrested development, I call it my lone sanity. I will admit tgat the new teenage mutant ninja turtles movie came pretty damn close to ruining it though.

Lets see parents divorced. Bullied after I went with mom. Life sucked after that. So yea. But all is good now. Yet wish life would have been better.

My life has been good enough, Parents fight all the time, But that's a normal thing. My childhood was never per say ruined, I just woke up to reality a couple years back after a certain turn of events, Which kinda of ended it for me. Could always be worse.

Bullied, fighting parents blah blah blah yeah not really much so i guess my childhood wasnt completely ruined i just did without alot of things i needed growing up

I am not including being sent to juvie for kicking a group of people who ambushed me until I broke their necks. Being diagnosed with bipolar (only the highs) and ADHD. That makes me skip the adrenaline phase of "protect myself" to "kill or be killed"