Maid

now this one many don't know but I love it! OWO! https://youtu.be/yJvZndnX9tM

Well back on here as you can clearly tell. Have a job now, more video games to play so everything is great on this end :D

今日までの記憶の全部を消してしまう時まで眠れない I can’t sleep until I’ve erased all of my memory up until today. あしたから生きていく自分の身代わりが欲しくて堪らない It’s unbearable, how much I wish for a substitute to live my life for me from tomorrow on. 大丈夫と言わせて 後から君のせいにさせてはくれないか Let me say that everything’ll be okay. And then, won’t you let me blame it all on you later? 今更意味ないから後から君のせいにさせてはくれないか Since everything’s meaningless now, won’t you let me blame it all on you later? 出来ない約束を I can’t make any sense, can’t do anything とうとうと溢れる一言一言ばかりに脳を奪われるくらい about the promises I can’t fulfill, at the expense of letting my brain be taken over 意味を成せない 何も出来ない by each and every single of the words that are flooding my mind. 見えない 逃げたい 飛びたい やめたい 逸らせない I can’t see. I want to flee. I want to jump. I want to quit. I can’t avoid it. だから That’s why 沈め just let me sink, 沈め let me sink, 這い上がれないほどまで until I can’t crawl up anymore. 飽きるまで Until you’re sick of it, 落とせ just drop me, 落とせ drop me 救い垂らす時まで until you dangle salvation before me.