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joemama711
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joemama711
I realize I'm too damn controlling with how I wanted my friendships with others to be and in life itself. So I'm not gonna force interactions, engagements or whatever anymore, I can't balance this shit
joemama711
My gas station runs keeping me broke.
gabriel_true
Facts!
gabriel_true
Gabriel @gabriel_true Sheetz in my area has been ok with gas prices. Been paying around $2.80.
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 Mines $3.00 here but it's mostly snacks and drinks that have gotten me badly.
gabriel_true
Gabriel @gabriel_true That'll do it! What kind of snacks though?
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 It's usually breakfast stuff, sometimes Bobo oat bars, sometimes protein bars, donuts, Powerade, diet soda. Last 4 days we've had to start working at 5 am so I was also getting energy drinks and hydration drinks. What's your usual go to for snacks n drinks?
gabriel_true
Gabriel @gabriel_true Haha, stuff I shouldn't have. But I am a Coke fiend. That and butter cookies. Terrified a friend from college with how quickly I could eat an entire box by myself like it was made of air.
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 Oooh haha, I used to be a big Pepsi fan but Cokes been growing on me. I feel the same way with those Vanilla granny cookies for a dollar haha. So darn good!
joemama711
Fair enough, I could've posted the shorter anime ed version. I wish the algorithms would show me more
gabriel_true
Sounds cool but I don't think it's repetitive enough to stick in my memory. Fun tune regardless!
joemama711
I wish I did my taxes earlier, oh well 3 more days bb
joemama711
Gonna try and be consistent with my sleep schedule. Oversleeping on the weekends and waking up at different times really fucks me over vs constantly waking up at 4 am and feeling mostly fine.
joemama711
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joemama711
The shirt looks so cute!
wei_ying
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I need to take a pic of our Birthday decorations for everyone! It's a blacklight theme, so everything glows (including the face tats). My family and I are about to head out for the first surprise and then go Monster Mini Golfing.
wei_ying
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying It's a great shirt. I got it for my Birthday...in some year (can't remember which one)
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 Ooh that's nice, it reminds me of Mickeys ears. Haha we're getting old Kitkat
wei_ying
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying Next you know we'll be in rocking chairs XD.
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 If we live long enough lol
wei_ying
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying True. I never really cared about when I die. I just want to make sure I lived my life right now matter what age I go.
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 Sounds like a good plan, as bad as this makes me sound. I hope I can live peacefully after my family's gone, it'll be nice to not be at the bottom of the totem pole anymore.
wei_ying
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying I don't think it's wrong to wish to live in peace after they are gone. It's better than staying stressed and depressed after they go lol. That'd be a sad live to live out if you remain stuck on those who are gone now.
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 That makes sense and a good viewpoint on living.
joemama711
Person B should get their own phone and ask you later or ask person A later for you I guess.
gabriel_true
Had gotten off the phone with someone important to me that was asking how I was holding up with my health and someone they were with thought it appropriate to interrupt our call to ask me if I would apologize to them for something admittedly petty as well as personal. Essentially an eavesdropper to our call who happened to be in the same room decided to create unnecessary friction between us. It was extremely awkward to avoid saying anything inflammatory that would put the other party in a further compromised position, so I simply decided to say my farewells and prematurely end the call. I have no desire to engage with the eavesdropper. Sadly they're tied to my confidant. I absolutely cannot disassociate from them for very personal reasons. In the end I can only prioritize how I care about person A over their attachment B. If that makes sense?
gabriel_true
Gabriel @gabriel_true Person B has a habit of controlling what Person A's conversation with me are. B constantly interrupts us to steer the conversation to whatever they want to discuss often talking over the both of us. This person doesn't listen so much as hear specific words said and then makes a response accordingly. Person A bends over backwards for B and will not challenge them even when they're in the wrong for the sake of their relationship. Obviously there is more to this, however that's the overview.
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 Damn I'd drop both of them then and honestly text them what I need to or ignore if they bring up something person B says.
gabriel_true
Gabriel @gabriel_true As I mentioned before, I cannot drop person A from my life even if B is a problem. That's part of the frustration unfortunately.
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 Hm do you limit how often you talk to person A the n? Sounds like the only way to win currently
gabriel_true
Gabriel @gabriel_true Not about winning. It's about prioritizing the love I have for specific individual over the complicated relationship they have with another party. Again there is a deeper root to why I am willing to endure party B's shenanigans. It is more important for myself that I maintain this connection with A than my distain for B's bullshit. I long ago concluded that I would not force a wedge between A and B despite it personally being a headache for myself. Just as I am fiercely loyal to A, A likewise is the same with B. It's a Triangle that exists and one that has become as a force of nature itself. It's not a logic based problem that can be solved with reason. Which is why it is a pain. I'm well aware that people that are logic driven see this a simple matter to disengage and be done with it however there is a genuine need that A fulfills for me that is worth the anguish of B's interference. In simple terms it's a clusterfuck. One I have dealt with for years already, so it isn't new. Merely aggravating.
joemama711
Someone You used to know. @joemama711 Oh makes sense when things get personal sometimes, I want to say I understand but it's your experience on it. More people involved is more chaos
joemama711
Rahhhh rahhhh, I'ma broke boy
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