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hypercade20

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meisterman1985
meisterman1985 left a comment for hypercade20
about 5 hours ago

Listen as much? If you beat them up and put them in a hospital, you would likely be given a penalty by someone. But yeah, life is that cruel, though having some awesome moments, too.

meisterman1985
meisterman1985 left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 16, 19 at 2:47am

Yes. Strong and even reliably smart enough to bulldoze very cruel things away from me in life. Even if I am doing amazingly well in a positive way despite parents shouting at me, "What the Hell are you doing!?"

When I go buy something important, parents tell me "I got one!", which stresses me. When I pick a restaurant for my birthday dinner, mother and her friend think it's too expensive and choose a restaurant where my face gets creamed, leading me to deep depression.

Most of my life growing up is being around old people, special ed students, Millennials that either parents prefer me to be around while I refuse or like the other way around.

I was put on antidepressant meds for 30 years and they all worsened me. I only met 1 therapist and 2 counselors. Neither one helped at all. I heard a friend tell me to find a free therapist and avoid paid ones due to them being greedy while counselors are much worse.

It's been many months since I spent time with my hobbies, but life concerns keep pulling me away from them. It feels like...

meisterman1985
meisterman1985 left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 15, 19 at 3:16pm

I feel you are right. I am struggling to eat and live healthier while avoiding as much unacceptable wasteful things in life. My mother thinks our area is the best part of Earth, but I feel deeply lonesome from my kind of Millennials in my local area while my stepmother told me, " ... once again… I will tell you… It is your decision not 10 other peoples." But I heard loneliness is unhealthier than smoking.

Things I lack are some more important kinds of knowledge to learn for living while professionally managing my scheduling and timing better.

meisterman1985
meisterman1985 left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 12, 19 at 5:02am

Thx friend. Living independently with ASD or just generally living independently is discomforting. Important things are large enough to even kick my hobby free time away. I feel too lonesome from Millennials of my kind in my area, but deeply fear older generations I've spent way too much time with that make me feel like Millennials would look at me as inferior, laughable or unconfident.

meisterman1985
meisterman1985 left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 11, 19 at 1:29pm

Low on energy. Struggling to find some beneficial things to reduce it that's nothing too artificial or not artificial art all, so I can get busy again.

meisterman1985
meisterman1985 left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 10, 19 at 11:03pm

Sup?

elhaym
elhaym left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 10, 19 at 12:21pm

Argh, I hope the weather will becoming better soon~ Here it's messy outside. The weather cannot decide if it wants to rain or let the sunshine out

jose1990
jose1990 left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 09, 19 at 12:25pm

What your youtube name.

jose1990
jose1990 left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 09, 19 at 12:24pm

YAY summer heat is fun

jose1990
jose1990 left a comment for hypercade20
Jun 06, 19 at 12:51am

What up.

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