Lonely but dont want to be with anyone Sad but dont want to be happy anymore Mad at myself for everything ive done and done in every sense of the word I dont think its right to be here I dont think its right to speak anymore I deserved to be hated so please just hate me I deserve to die so please dont save me dont message me asking if im alright or if i want to talk cause i dont dont tell me everything is going to be ok when i know it wont Just let me be and dont tell me lies Just go and be happy and keep to yourself Or you dont have to just dont treat me like the other guys Just leave me alone and let me deal with myself

I wanna challenge dat title but seriously... I don't have the energy for it... can I just get the title presented because I just don't have the energy to fight for it? QWQ...

Any people live in Northern Ireland willing to make a group or make some sort of meetup? If not maybe i wanna see if any Conventions or anything i could go to sometime? Any uk peeps here?

Its silly but i wanna become a semi famous twitch streamer/ youtuber with my roommate. Enough where it can be an actuapll job and not a hobby. Then i want to be able to interact with the people who inspired me as friends and not a fan, i want to do major charity things, i want fan art so i can promote people art and get them seen, and i want to help smaller channels grow a bit. I want to interact with lots of people and change lives for the better. Be what puts a smile on someones face. Its a silly dream but thats what im living for right now.

Well... yeah. You never want to have a relationship where you can't be yourself, or be honest with the other half. Anyone who has experienced a real connection with another, be it romantic or friendship wise, would know better than to expect a saint. Still, there is no one alive who doesn't need to manage their mental health to some extent. I will say that love isn't really a feeling. So if you aren't feeling the hormones that every love song ever claims you should be, don't worry about it. Just gotta explore yourself and your feelings is all. It's not comfortable, it isn't always very fun, but it is worth it if you ever want to establish a true connection with someone. And hell, sometimes just being honest with your feelings is all you really need to do to forge one. Other times, we don't even realize we have certain feelings, because we have this idea in our heads of what the feeling needs to feel like, and it doesn't match up with what it actually is. The human mind tends to like to trick itself. And the ability to push all the bullshit aside and analyze one's self objectively is an important skill to cultivate in life.