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yukiteru_amano
so, not to beat a dead horse, but i got three more people this week complaining about Cory again ... and it's girls again ... and it's harassment AGAIN ... same story as before ... *sighs* we need site mods :(
Blinded by emotion
over 10 years ago • Creative Writing
shadowdemonx9
The pain of loneliness slowly swelling up deep within me as the truth shows itself to me. Love that once was slowly being diminished by the lies being told by the person I held dearly. My eyes glazing over with confusion as my mind tries to process what is really before me. Is this really the person I gave my all to? Why is this happening? Did I really mess up that bad that I didn't see this coming? The emulation of tears rolling down my face as I stare blankly at her. Love that once was is now slowly breaking down into nothingness like glass shattering on the floor. Is this really how things will turn out in the end? Will the darkness become my home once more? It seems like that is my only home for the time being... Will I ever be saved from such loneliness? The only thing to do from this moment is to take that first step and keep my head up no matter how bloody and torn I may become. I'm sure that this shell of mine will be destroyed by someone who truly loves this.
Ever hated a human?
over 10 years ago • Serious Talk
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shadowdemonx9
You see, the thing is I hate everyone. Not just one person (of course their are people that stand out more than others). But hating everyone seems to make my life easier.
mangalover
Everyone was dead. And yet, they gasped as they took the first breath of life. Peace was universal, as was war. The earth was scarred and barren, but was more fertile and full of life than ever before. I walked among lives that struggled for every heartbeat. I observed those that never wanted for anything. It was all the same to me, and it was always unique. Events raged all around, happening on top of each other. A mushroom cloud rose over Hiroshima as an Aztec priest held a still beating heart above his head. A chimpanzee watched as a chainsaw spewed the life blood of the Amazon, while men froze to death searching for the North Pole. A meteor wiped life off of the planet as man triumphed over science and religion. Time was flowing around me. I reached out my hand and felt the waves throb beneath my fingers. Spanish galleons sank with untold treasure, lightning struck a lone tree in the Sahara, innocents screamed as they were slaughtered by a madman who painted watercolors. I slowed the tide of time. A man sat at a table. He was clothed in a simple tunic, and scratched at his beard thoughtfully. A light shone in his eyes. An idea sparked within the recesses of his mind and as it grew, so did the smile on his crafty face. His name was Archimedes, but his deeds rippled through out history. The waves gently pushed me back, and I let them. The ebb and flow returned as my eyes closed, and when I opened them again I was in the twenty third century. The world held one unifying currency, and government and religion were one. Freedom was a dream, nothing more. And dreams had no place here. I moved on. Once I had tried to change the course of this world. To see if a simple action could mold the future, like diverting the course of a river. I failed. I had not accounted for this euphoric feeling that consumed every fiber of my being. The rush of living and the pain of dying. The memories, sensations and ideas, of humans and animals. I could not leave the stream for more than a few seconds. But I didn't want to. It was all around me. Within me. I was Time.
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jikokun
If I haven't heard some anyone since they added me, Baleeted. If I don't remember them, remind me. I have a poor memory.
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jikokun
Yes, it's most definatly possibly, and likely that is what they are doing, but then there are people like timtom who just don't care. I forgetwhat his previous name was, but he got banned for being a pedophile and made the new account under the Tim Tom name.
SGDQ
over 10 years ago • Video Games Discussion
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fudozen
♥ ½ M @fudozen commented on SGDQ
Jul 31, 15 at 2:54am
I've been watching it since they started xD
Mabinogi
over 10 years ago • Video Games Discussion
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geneijin
Jul 31, 15 at 1:57am
Used to play since the beta. I was in mari server then transferred to tarlach. Stopped around g10 and went back a couple times to see what changed then leave
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hasukun
Jul 30, 15 at 11:51pm
Im on the NA server and my id is Grumpy_Coud :)
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thanqouil
Tanks Syrup :)
And I was hoping for..
over 10 years ago • Random Chatter
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halfbakedhikki
http://i.imgur.com/LccckWB.gif
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tenchi_masaki3
I honestly think there maybe a statue but idk why i also think that statue may just be something like the buster sword or something along those lines idk why i think that'll happen
cadettealright
Hey guys! I haven't posted in a while but I wanted to hop on and ask some opinions because I've recently taken up pixel art out of boredom and I don't really know what to think of it. http://orig11.deviantart.net/7ccc/f/2015/211/0/4/oo_lala_by_cadetteamerica-d93hgn5.png I tried using MSPaint originally but I didn't like the options lack of transparency, and color picking so I switched to Firealpaca and this is what I cranked out. I feel like I haven't ad to sacrifice much of my style (for reference) http://img06.deviantart.net/7ad7/i/2015/211/7/6/morganite_by_cadetteamerica-d93fyn5.png but I wanted some advice like I know my shading like this is off. Would it be better if I played with transparencies more. Are my lines too wobbly. I don't know. Any help is appreciated!
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