Confessions

@kirai-sama Be there for him ... just as he was there for you ... Its going to be tough , but he would have done it for you to im sure... his mind might not be there fully , but deep inside i believe he knows

By law... yes, yes i was Did i have a choice.... yes, yes i did

@iknowthatname Did he mind.... No he did not ...

Accept that it's happening, Kirari. Be there for the end no matter how painful. Then feel everything and let it tear you down. Then you'll come back stronger. Don't be afraid to get help in the healing process.

I confess that I've found one, and only one person on this site who's like the one person I've been looking for all these years. But due to my studies(since i wouldn't be able to spare some time), I didn't tell her anything. We've interacted quite a few times. Voice chatted on discord. And now a guy I know on here wants to make a move. And 99.99% of me is like, "yay bro go do it. You can do it. Have faith in yourself". The other 0.01% of me wishes that I didn't have my studies and all rn and i could've been first. But then again, that is assuming that everything goes according to plan. Something which never happens with me.