Confessions

My best friend is a beautiful genius and I absolutely love her so much right now! <3 http://a.nime.me/0173/9329/20200107_175624.jpg

My uncle is passing away, he is now on DNR after a successful revive from cardiac arrest. He is more machine than man at this point. His eyes are glazed over like he is already dead. He doesn't know who anyone is anymore. It's destroying me inside. I can't sleep. This man is a literal hero who saved me from the streets. He doesn't deserve this..

im so sorry idk if anything i say could do anything to make anything better in any way but ill try he will always live on in your memory and im sure that you seeing him in such a positive light and being so disturbed by his passing would touch him greatly i understand the feeling of having a loved one stuck in the hospital hooked up to machines, in a state you never imagined youd see them in again, im really sorry for your situation i dont know if your at all spiritual or religious but if hes half the man you seem to see him as im sure that he'll be in a better place in time (sorry if anything i said was stupid, i just am not good at this kinda thing but also wanted to say something. im sorry)

I wish it did touch him, he didn't know who I was. I even said "Hey Joe, it's your nephew Jake. Do you remember me?" And he just looked at me. I thanked him for everything he has done for me and he just didn't even know what was going on. This is a true hero. He is a veteran, and did everything he could for everyone without EVER asking for anything in return. He was the definition of a fucking saint. I lived with him for years and he is the one of helped me find my love of cooking. He has done so much for me and my family. I can't stand to see him like that. It's destroying me to see a man I idolize with such intensity, not even know who his closest family is anymore. He is more catatonic now.

I was having sex before i knew what sex was, thanks to my cousin, before i knew she was my cousin........