Confessions

I have bad depression that got me so far that i overdose myself with meds. I have some health issues so made story that pain was horibel and just ate to much by mistake wich they actually belived. Still scared of that feeling when that stupid thing was running in my head and made me think there is no other way.

It’s hard to be honest with that kind of stuff. The reprocussions can be immense and your life can change once people find out. But usually for the better. There is no cure for it. I would say it gets easier even after getting help but that isn’t the case for everyone. But if ur truly scared of what might happen if you do tell people it’s the best thing to do. It means you don’t want to go down that path again and seeking help is always the right answer in that scenario. Think for both yourself and those around you. Yourself cause you have so much life to love and a future with endless possibilities. Even if not all of them are good ones the good times are always worth it in the end. And for those around you, cause the amount of pain you feel now you will just be passing onto other people. I’m always sorry to hear anyone feels that way (cause so many people suffer with the same thing but won’t admit it) but we can’t control our emotions we can just work on bettering them like we try to better ourselves as people each day. I hope you the best in whatever outcome you may chose but don’t think of it like ur in it alone or that your choice doesn’t affect those around you because it truly does. And while people may look at you different afterwards at least they will still be able to have those interactions with you and hopefully make the difference in your life that you need. Hope I don’t sound like I’m preaching cause these are just the thoughts I came up with after going down the same road. I didn’t tell anyone and still regret the stuff i put myself thru. The toll it takes on your body or the mind. But in life we have to make our own choices. I just hope the one everyone makes in that situation is the right one and one they won’t regret if they found out what would happen around them or what they would miss because they did.

@Cero, that sounds kinda awesome tho. I confess that I know this person for 8 years or so, but I am kinda afraid to tell them I want us to not speak any longer if they are not able to keep their promises.

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