Confessions

Offline activity of a history fan group will be held within a month.. before I saw the theme: “I wasn’t familiar with any members of that group, and I had social anxiety, so I would rather not join the meetup” After seeing the theme( USSR and lessons we can learn from it): perhaps I can go there if they don’t have enough applicants, I don’t mind meeting strangers, and buying the ticket for a buffet for myself :).......XD I haven’t made up my mind..Curiosity won social anxiety....

I confess that I just spent $131 on cosplay items...But it is so worth it. https://images.app.goo.gl/SV19jq3kGJVnLguW7

I confess im gonna start doing isometric holds with my abs over prolonged periods of time. Im gonna see what kind of effects these have on my body. I am also gonna see if i can incorporate a work out with my abdominal muscles already flexed and see what that does. Im gonna experiment and experiment with my body to see what gets me how i want to be the fastest. The goal is be jacked by the time i get back stateside.

I confess when no one is looking I sway my hips to the music playing on the intercom at my job. My booty can't help but to be enslaved to the rhythm.

I confess i wish girls were straight up about stuff. This girl is giving me so many mixed emotions. It really feels like im in the friendzone but she will say stuff to make it seem like we could have a chance. I feel like its just me tho. Probably nothing will ever come out of it. u.u might be time to move on, kinda awkward to hear things like "i need a bf" or "i liked this guy" while im literally going out my way to get her to like me. Might just call it quits and be friends, this isnt the first time something like this has happened tbh