Confessions

I confess i never throw away my broken onaholes, i just clean them out one more time and put them in a box. I am just too scared to throw them away my parents could find them. Maybe i will drive out into the forest and bury them somewhere.

Thank you Vileangel I had confidence before and it doesn't do shit. I still get this look of disgust from other people even when I am confident. I wanna give up.

Plus, Snake, if you hate how you look, work on it. Eat better, do sports, try new hair/beard styles. Until you're happy with yourself.

I know Max, but working out outside in a apartment complex puts me in that scenario where I don't want to be judged, but people will keep walking by pointing at me to their friends. It hurts. When it was private behind closed doors thats when I did my best.

^ he's right, if you want to see a change then make it happen. and if it's something you can't change, you'll have to come to terms with it and try your best to be comfortable with it! c: