Confessions

Bugs Life was an actual metaphor for the lower class uprising to take out the upper class the ants (the lower class) figured out that the oppressive grasshoppers (the upper class) werent as invincible as they first thought, for they were the majority. they had the numbers. they had the bodies. they had the real power. and they took it. viva la communism (jk idk what im talking about)

Now you sound pretty oily err I mean commie to me. Boys get the oil I mean the communist! Today is freedom day so MURICA that's why.

Yea, im sorry im just a fuck up, i should've realized it sooner. I always try to make things right. i put all my effort into fixing things, when the real one that needs fixing is me.. I always try to put others first before me, i always try to satisfy their needs and never satisfy mine, because i always thought that seeing the person i care for happy, will make me happy, but i guess that was just a Facade, I always try to fix other people's problems but instead, i make it worse. I always try to be in the Neutral because i believe there's always a different side of the story. And try to help/act from there, but instead, i accidentally jump into the middle of the crossfire. I'm always focus on helping other people, that i cant even help myself. i already realized from a long time ago, that i've been gutting myself due to the lack of help that i myself cant even provide. i always thought i dont deserve it. i just wanted the others happy. I always thought that making others happy benefits more than just me being happy. And youre right, Neutral is indeed impossible, helping everybody sure is impossible, but this is just how i am, thats what defines me. And im sorry to everybody i had problems with, and im also sorry for giving everybody trouble because of me, I know that theres no way of fixing this. But i wanted to give everyone my regards. But i guess its better if i were to go..

@ lamby im old enough to say that's not good to take a pill, if I read that right. my whole life ive had to just had to just do te stupid life.