Confessions

poor enki~ seems getting put in a drawer is just simpler for ppl... I guess they are just simple minded then. Who cares right? The only opinions that matters are the people you love/like/care about :p

I know it can be really hard for being judged because of your nationality (or even being a woman) . But don't forget: People who have prejudices are the one who should take a look into the mirror.

きょうけん/狂犬 are everywhere ;).I'm sure everybody judges consciously or subconsciously;however some are smarter and more open-minded;some are not~Probably to some people, only they themselves are kindest/nicest..in the world.

i confess i love to follow trashy people online and watch them argue and just melt down its better than reality tv also, its really annoying being small weight shows on me more, i have a harder time finding pants and shirts, all jacket sleeves go past my fingers, at hospitals i only fit in childrens gloves and a medium sized respirator is too big

@elhaym 7 Billion people in the world. Are any of us needed? No, not really. But its the wrong question. Because even I WANT you in these forums. And I'm sure in your real life there are people who want you around. Hell I'm almost certain of it.

To be honest, I like the idea that nobody needs you. Its not about the others, it's about you. You need yourself. You need to find and fix your goals. Once you will pave the way to your ideals, you might start trying to do it for others.