Confessions

Oh, I understand that and those are very good points, but I feel, even if you don't know the person or can't help, you can.. I mean, a lot of the times I'm ending up saying "I don't know what to say, but I'm sorry you're going through that" sort of thing because of the people I interact with the most (I'm an online social butterfly at the moment). He does. And you're right, the past is hard to push down into the past, even though people tell you to try to forget it. I like how you worded that, you know, that's actually helped me too, hearing that.

@ Masterahoge Yes, that makes sense what you are saying as well. And I'm glad I could help someone ^^; @Audio-chan It's not always easy but we should try our best to help each other by talking things through with one another even when we might think our voice is insignificant. It is good tho to have empathy for people >:) -Sorry for the delay,I was busy irl >.<

I truly feel like not getting involved in other people's problems because the more problems that you try to solve is the more problems that it would hurt you more than it would hurt them. seriously I have dated and talked to people that have been through physical abuse mental abuse and even sexual abuse and I felt every single last one of their problems when I was literally scratching my skin and clawing at my skin to the point where skin was falling off as I even dug so deep into my skin that I was reaching bone marrow. seriously it was painful to know that people are going through situations that are unable to be fixed or controlled as I wish I could help so many people but at this point in time people throw that point of shame onto others as if it is a contest or if they are at fault for not being there when it's truly impossible. Seriously so many people have problems that they wish didn't happen and so many other people wish that they could help but it's hard when people want to help and 1/2 try and make sure that others are happy but then when your happiness is dwindling just because of their unhappiness it is truly a pain in the ass just to even open your mouth. Seriously it is a pain in the ass to open my mouth and try to help. Seriously it is painful to try and see something that is true but everybody will say that it's false or that I'm delusional for thinking this way. especially when it comes to those people that says I want to kill myself I want to die or I want to leave this world behind and I literally had to think about this in here this my entire life..... So nowadays I would rather just say screw all that I don't care because every single time I try and care but people are still there and still alive and then I look like the asshole in the situation so I'm done putting my two cents into helping others unless they actually deserve it and actually are willing to listen to what I have to say.