Confessions

I confess i thought zombie land saga was gonna be a death metal idol anime abd was really hyped for that aspect of it so a little dissapointed its not its still a good funy show though

I confess that I'm rather uncomfortable with not knowing if this girl from the UK is actually going to come to my state in December or if we will even meet if she does. Because of this and not knowing or being able to trust/understand her true feelings I every so often feel like I should just ignore her for awhile or do something else to try and ruin things so I'll know for sure what the outcome will be and I can just go back to normal with my emotions.

No its not that, she's also upfront and painfully blunt with things. Honestly she might have some kind of autism from ebay I can tell from her social skills and not always caring about what's deemed acceptable or kind. I think that's part of the problem, her personality because she can say one thing but then can act so different because she has a very short attention span and forgets things. I've been burned a handful of times by people who acted this way but just didn't really care and so I think it's affecting my judgement here too. It doesn't help these thoughts any from the fact that she started liking me way too quickly too.

I'm probably just letting my trust issues her the better of me after being lied to over the same kind of thing again and again by people even if I tell them to just tell me if they "want out". She will talk when I get her too and her friend tells me that she won't shut up about me or going to see me yada yada so my messed up trust must be the problem and not her.