Confessions

i think some of the time its normal to have experiences like that theres been times where im positive something is one way but everyone will tell me that its not but thats only been in past 2/3 years and its not FREQUENT just like can anyone else see like a figure over there or nah? i think its just imagination for me so it cant be a disorder just sometimes our brains fuck us over but if you had it reallllly frequently then i guess you might have acc found a link with epilepsy :o

I mean I think it's probs just sleep deprevation and a stupid imagination in my case cause I only really see dark figures and shit in the night. If sometimes see like fantasy creatures and horror-esque characters in random things. Like piled up clothes ALWAYS used to fuck me over cause I would always see a face in it and I'd be like holy shit please be my imagination is someone in that shit nah? xd

I confess that I am breaking alot of habits starting today. I am about to head into work filled with anxiety and no crutch to help me get through it. Sink or swim time. I am tired of being controlled by something.