Confessions

I confess that I deleted some people from my MO friendlist some I really like - I did it to protect my sanity before I really jump from a roof. I'm sorry

I confess i shave my dog today but ill do the rest tomorrow

I confess. . . . Stuff. . . . . Idk tbh im bored constantly, have no idea how to hold a conversation anymore and litterally have no clue what i'm looking for. I gave up on the person I like ever liking me back and I still have no desire to move on. Thats pretty much all I got. https://31.media.tumblr.com/d2dfadf23dc6e3e37dafaaa60b83cdfa/tumblr_inline_nm3ijffkiJ1qc8ajp.gif

I confess that I'm pushing away someone who is very close to me rn by avoiding them. It's causing them pain but I'm to afraid I guess to take the step forward rn. I'm avoiding them because of a situation that is halfway emulating one of the most horrible times of my life and I'm scared of moving forward even though I know that they're not the same person that destroyed me and left me with these scares and that the situation isn't the same but it's close enough to scare me and prevent me from pushing myself forward rn. It's stupid but I'm just sitting here avoiding them while simultaneously hurting them because if I stay where I am then I won't progress further but I also won't be hurt the same way I was before.