Posting Messages For Gabe (@Gabriel_True) Until He Comes Back To The Land Of The Living

@gabriel_true Day 148: I had pizza today! Do you understand how much I love pizza, and how happy eating it made me? The answer: very. I also got hummus to go with the rest of my Birthday bread that I got as a gift, I mean, I can eat the bread by itself completely, but I really adore hummus as well. I love it's taste so much that I can eat it by itself lol. - Hooray! For Hummus: Ying-Ying

@gabriel_true Day 149: Who knew pickles on a pizza would taste good? But it does. Speaking of pizza, guess what we had again for dinner tonight? Sausage! I'm joking, we obviously ate pizza, it was delicious. I had our mom divide mine into quadrants: so one section was barbecue chicken, another chicken alfredo, another pickles and the last good ol' pepperoni. I was very satisfied eating pizza tonight, it's my favorite food! https://youtu.be/jEUJTo6-stg?si=ywwQWQ2f6T9eFiqx - I Typed Your Name As Gabriel_Pizza Because That's All That Was On My Mind: Pizza Angel

@gabriel_true Day 150: I ate a mini-loaf of baguette today with extra garlic hummus, it was delicious! And dinner was pepperoni pasta with garlic bread for dinner, but I didn't have dinner cause I ate my bread and mozzarella sticks before, but I think that I'm starting to get hungry now, so I might check if there's any pasta left (if not I'll just make spicy noodles). - I Love Pepperoni: Wei-Wei

@gabriel_true Day 151: Dinner was chicken and rice with green beans - boy do I love green beans! That's the next best tasted vegetable after lettuce and cabbage! I also saved myself some extra pepperoni from our dinner yesterday to use it in spicy noodles I have. I'm glad I told myself to grab extra, cause in this house, food doesn't last too long...especially extras lol, and I was right, I woke up and the packet of pepperoni was demolished, but I saved some in a decent sized dipping cup and hid it away where my Birthday bread is stashed in the fridge XD. - Hooray For Saving Things In Advance: Wei-Wei

@gabriel_true Day 152: Some reason it irks me when I log into something on an app or on a website, and I immediately get an email that says: 'Your account has just been signed into.' Like...yeah, yes, of course - it was me you nimbus (yes, I know what nimbus means, it simply sounds like a silly insult to me just like rhombus does lol), and of course I know why they email me for it...it's just a safety measure that I can delete and ignore if I know it's me signing in, but it irritates me slightly just for that reason. I KNOW it's me that signed in no more than two seconds ago XD. Anyways, I hope you aren't receiving any emails that waste barely any of your time, but are still somehow annoying anyway? - I Like The Words Nimbus and Rhombus, I'd Name Cats That: Ying-Ying

@gabriel_true Day 153: Brother in Christ...I genuinely think I'm ovulating or something rn? I have been getting the urge/thought recently of wanting a baby, which isn't a bad thing in my book, oh no, no! However, I feel like there's still so many things I have to work out with myself before ever carrying such a precious thing right now...that and I also have plenty of self-deprecating thoughts/insecurities/reasons on why I'd actually be a terrible wife and mother, so I reeeeeally need to work on the self-sabotaging thing honestly. One of my reasons on why I'd make a bad mom is-and I know this probably sounds so stupid-but I think I'm an idiot sometimes. Like, seriously lol. I don't feel like I'm book smart, and I don't trust public schools so I know I'd want to homeschool my kid myself, but I beat myself up about a little human that isn't even in existence because I tell myself that if I did that, then they'd end up dumb and ignorant of school things, but only because their mother is a complete numnut. Also, not to mention the way I view myself at times/right now, I know my babies would be looking towards me as a learning example of many things: one of those being a healthy source of self-confidence and independence, and I DO NOT want my kids to EVER overhear me being mean towards myself, cause then they'd think that's normal when it's absolutely not. Okay...let me stop ranting now, Gabby. That's why no biological kids of my own right now XD...but maybe one of these days, sometime in the future if God permits it, I'll come in announcing my pregnancy. - I Want To At Least Hold One In My Arms, It Doesn't Even Have To Be Mine: Wei-Wei

@gabriel_true Day 154: Woke up early and went to the mall with my mom, older sisters and grandma. I spent some of my Birthday money at 5-Below (just some snacks and two small drinks for me and my twin) and helped/ran into a man outside of the mall with, what seemed like, some mental issues. He thanked me after I talked to him and then randomly froze, stared at me deep in thought, then told me: "If you ever need me to beat someone's a*s, let me know and I'll do it." I told him that I appreciated the gesture, but I was fine and he kept insisting that he'll help me if I ever need it. He then says, "No. Cause I can really help you-" *looks at me closely*-"you look like a sister, so if you ever need me to fight somebody for you, I'm right here." The conversation tickled me and then I ran back to my family to tell them what he said. My older sisters immediately had the same train of thought as me, because we said he must have sensed I was half black which is why he referred to me as a sista. But to be honest...maybe he genuinely meant that I look like a sister XD, that there's something very sister-like about me which makes him want to fight for me. Which would be true! I'm a sister five times over lol. Younger than four and older than one, so it's true that I look like SOMEBODY'S sister...just not his XD. - He Meant Well, That's All That Matters: Ying-Ying

@gabriel_true Day 155: Today was Freeta's (free Rita's cause it's officially Spring now), so me, my mom and sisters went Rita's hopping to get their free icy's. At the first place, I got Vanilla Cream (my eldest sister got Birthday Cake, and it apparently tasted like icing on a cake when I put mine on top of hers), then at the second one me and mom got watermelon. It was really nice to eat it today because the weather came through and it felt like spring truly sprung today! It was cool enough outside to let you know Spring still has to settle in, yet warm enough to where you realize it's creeping in - it was just a very beautiful day outside today, which made enjoying free treats even better. I feel like the beginning of this message is especially clunky today, so please forgive me XD, idk what's wrong with me. - I Hope You Got Freeta's too, Gabby: Wei

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@gabriel_true Day 156: I had teriyaki chicken and rice with green beans for dinner, and us usual, those green beans tasted super delicious. I'm actually really thankful our mom changed us to a more plant based diet when we were younger (she obviously still gets meat occasionally), because I truly believe her making me eat more veggies when I was younger has helped me actually be able to enjoy them with certain meals more than if I just grew up focusing on just meat. Sometimes I wish I could time travel so I didn't give her so much grief about the dirt changed...like, I understand I was really young and change is often very hard for kids, but it really wasn't even a big deal lol, but I used to complain so much about the food she made just because I didn't want to eat it, but gladly I realized how disrespectful I was being towards her about it and actually have come to enjoy lots of healthy meals too! Which just means more foods I get to enjoy because my mom made me eat more vegetables- in fact, one of my favorite healthy things she's made is a homemade chocolate banana ice cream that's very healthy to eat, but I still feel bad for all those times I complained about her food rather than thanking her for standing up for so long to make it. Thank God for growth though! Because now every meal is met with a "thank you, mom!" and tastes even better cause I know she cooks out of love for the family, so take that child me! You still enjoy your mom's cooking, ha!! - Why Couldn't I Have Been More Grateful About It Then?: Wei-Wei