Forever alone?

um... im more or less fine with being alone... ive been alone for a really long time at this point, i mean ive never even had a real relationship, it probably doesnt help that i terrified or interacting with other people lol, but ive kinda just accepted it

It would be terrible for me to be forever alone, but being how picky I am it highly possible. If that happens I'll become a crazy cat lady.

I have tons of friends, but romantically I do wish for more. Sadly I'm slow going when it comes to self improvement and even when working on betterment physically, spiritually, and economically, I'm still crippling shy and can't bring myself to just start conversation with new people, let alone new women. It's odd because I have a lot of friends but when I think about it I don't ever really now how I became friends with them. I also was very foolish, chasing dreams and not possibility, something you learn in age I guess.

Being alone doesn’t bother me. I’m a burden to a lot of people. It takes a lot to be with me. I rather someone be with someone else and actually be happy, then with me and miserable. I don’t like putting the bs, that is my life, on others. So if that means me being alone. I’m ok with that. Don’t get me wrong. I’m open minded. If someone shows up, in my life, and it works out. Great. Until then, I’m just going to watch anime in my room.