so what is it?

First off I have low self esteem I think of myself as the lowest of the low. Now I have no car, I live with my mom because I'm helping her take care of my grandfather plus I'm gonna start college so I don't have a job as of now either not till it's more settle down. I have a son that I take care of (love him so much). I am a dork (love anime,mangas,pokemon games,yugioh cards) but I also do alot of other stuff (hang with friends,play pool,swim,etc.). I'm a very caring, kind, and loving person I want to find the one person to be with to hold to kiss and hug to cuddle all the time to fall asleep and wake up next to. So what's your honest opinion to what's wrong with me? Is it something I don't see or is it just materialistic that I don't have money and item or is it looks or what?

i don't know ya personally, but you sound like a cool enough guy. i have no car and i live with my mom, that doesn't mean im the odd man out. it means im taking my time, and you should too. Just start with what makes ya awesome and work from there. a quote that i heard from arcana heart 3 really helps me when im down in the dumpers. "You can't have complete control over your life. There are some things you just have to accept. There is no such creature as a perfect human. You can only do your best" so keep ya head up man, you can only get better :D

theres nuthin wrong o.o u live at home cuz u have to and u cant get a job cuz of college (or so it seems). u may have had a son young but it turned out to be a good thing cuz u love him so much. idk u well enough but i think ur fine as u r, nuthing to be down about ^_^

Okay from what I read you said nothing that could push someone away. Except having a low self esteem. What was said on the first reply of this post is worth taking to heart. So I will pick up from their. Always place your son first. If you spend lots of time with him and take him places you will run into the right girl I am sure. You need to find a girl that is done with the club scene or that at least wouldn't mind building a home. Since you are a young dad it is a challenge because young girls aren't like that so it may take some time. Don't mean to be mean but is just a truth in your life. Anyway, you have enough interest so I would suggest evaluation your self to find what are you negative sides. So far you haven't shared any so is fine you don't have to make it public just be sure to know yourself. Once you do that ask your self what you want to change or improve on. What might be something another person won't want to deal with? What it is you see yourself being in the future? Then just follow threw, as for a partner/special someone you will run into them. Just be sure to always do what you love and open up to people where ever you go. Keep a light heart and never try to force anything. I hope this helps at least as a starting point.

Well my son does come first and I'm not looking like crazy or anything but I am looking because I tend to be a romantic I guess. I can't stand not having someone to hold and cuddle . As for my self esteem that will never get better because 99% of people have been putting me down since I was little.

i'm the same way as you man, my self-esteem has always been down in the lumps since middle school and no one to support me. i always feel like i disappointed my family for choosing an acting career after i graduated high school. i live with my mom and i have a job at a casino, but the thing that keeps my self esteem up is the goals i set for myself. my main three goals are to be a well know guy, have 2 kids, and make my family proud. with this plus the people i've met at work my confidence has been getting up ever since . what you need to do is go out , meet people or be with the people who are true to you who will give you the confidence you need to get out of this Dark hole your in, you don't want your boy to feel sorry for his old man , do you ? after all your the example that leads the next generation. Your here now, so give us all the issues you may have and we will try to give you advice on how to handle it, but it will all depend on you if you want to change for yourself .

What does confidence have to do with self worth I have confidence and as for asking for help I only was finding out if I sounded bad or if women are just based on the fact I have no job or car