Mommy’s Random Thoughts

@gdmh39 yeah it was... felt like I was gonna be driven mad tbh. I said nothing about it cause I didn’t wanna bother anyone and they found out years later lol

@gdmh39 yeah one of them. I did and I endured pretty well, I never told my 2nd sister about it cause I used to climb into her bed cause some reason that helped my mind... and she would of course get irritated at that but I didn’t wanna tell her cause I was like “I sound crazy” so I just would cry and hum songs

awww well thats not crazy tbh. But I hope its better now. Its weird that you had those thoughts inside tho I mean they arent bad thoughts I guess thats a good thing?

@gdmh39 It is better now... I feel like in someway my mind is never truly quiet but it isn’t like before and tbh I don’t even remember those thoughts I had before but I think they were bad thoughts since I freaked out about them so much

@wei_ying I do the same thing in order to help fall asleep by creating stories in my mind. Although lately my stress and anxiety have shot through the roof because I'm burning a couple grand every month just fixing the problems in my new house. I literally have stress dreams about me finding something wrong with the house and trying to estimate how much it would take to fix it. How is your stress and anxiety levels? If they are really high it's harder to get your brain to shut down when you are trying to sleep.

@arc I’m sorry to hear you’ve been feeling so stressed lately and I hope you can find a time to rest/relax soon. No I don’t have any issues with stress or anxiety especially right now, there is nothing for me to feel stressed about I just messed up my sleep schedule at this point is all and can’t stay asleep long cause of it

(3:35 PM Sun. June 5th) I’m gonna head off now but if my husbando comes I need anyone who can to hit him for me for not being online XD. Love you <3