Anonymous Confessions -Ultimatix-

545. Could you help a brotha out? I'm stuck in GDs basement dont ask how I got here. He offered me candy thats all I will say ( ◉◞౪◟◉)

546. @verucassault @yasshat I understand the concept of relationships doesn't fixes anything, that's why I haven't actively pursued any serious relationship since my last one, it's not that difficult to find yourself someone to date or someone to hang out with, what's difficult is finding someone that complements you nicely, someone that you can support in their weaknesses and someone who can support you in your own flaws/weaknesses, most people aren't ready for true commitment or true love, people want the benefits of a relationship without the efforts needed to keep it afloat, they want to be pampered, treated like royalty, be sexually pleased, emotionally enabled and financially supported without having to do anything for it. Either the kind of people I come across sucks big time or I'm one unlucky son of a bitch, the problem doesn't lies with me being unable to fulfill my end of the bargain since I perfectly understand what my obligations are and what expectations my partners will have on me, the problem is that I cannot find anyone willing to take those commitments for reals, I have dated 20yos, 25yos, 30yos, 35yos and there doesn't seems to be any significant improvement on their behaviors or maturity. Then there's the part I mentioned before about how I am hopelessly lonely and how I cannot find a way out of that loop, the true is, I can sort of convince myself that I am pretty happy if I go and do lots of things for myself, enjoy my hobbies, visit new places, go on adventures, the problem is, everything has a limit and I'm not well-off enough to permanently go around fullfilling my shenanigans, as I said, career wise I'm almost completely set, emotionally I think I'm pretty stable and I actively go to therapy to fix whatever issues pop up in my life. My only real issues have been finding a partner with whom share my life with. Nowadays I'm exhausted of the countless first dates, of having to introduce myself over and over and over again, explaining why I am whom I am, hearing the story of strangers weekly, awkward first dates, ocasional sex with them, then rinse and repeat in this endless void where I simply cannot seem to find a match, now, I'm too tired to even try. I see plenty of candidates around to go on dates with, just a few smiles here and there, some light compliments, a funny joke neatly placed and then strike up with an inoffensive enough coffee date which will end with either yet another disappointment or with her biting the pillow of my bed in the night. Both prospects leave me feeling empty. I have decided, for my own sake, to stop searching for love permanently.

@540 I love you too, secret admirer. https://c.tenor.com/mB_y2KUsyuoAAAAd/cuddle-anime-hug.gif @543 I am sure your cat was very cute https://c.tenor.com/sEdvL3kbTuAAAAAi/love-cat.gif

546, I don't envy you there. I was on a dating hiatus when I joined this site. I was sick of dating. I was also done with LDRs at the time but anyone within reasonable distance didn't measure up. I was just in the right place [here] at the right time to find someone I was willing to do an LDR with that actually manifested into IRL.

@swadian no way imma suicide XDDD my life is way too good to be suicidal over mere words. Dunno where you got the enabling from pretty sure im just pouring Alot of gas into a forest fire tho XDDDD