Frustrated...... Wall of Text ahead

Yeah I can't pretend to be in a good mood forever.... Recently I've been down and out,I'm always daydreaming about me having abunch of cool friends over and watching anime together(dubbed) and playing cool video games(No COD or any of those overrated games)and snacking and enjoying each other's company. I once upon a time had that but after High School it vanished. I only had my one best friend left, but now he's gone, he left me for new ppl and a church he decided to go to and I finally rebefriended a former friend from Middle School, but now he's gone too since he now has a GF who takes up his time,and now I'm alone all of the time,I go to school and I'm alone, no one to talk to, everyone only cares about the superficial things, drugs,sex,parties,COD,Madden and the like....

post continuing.... I'm so miserable and lonely I cry wishing I can disappear. I decided to join my one friend's church in hopes of coming in tune with God and finding more friends and perhaps love, but it didn't quite workout(If you want more details PM me if you care that is) then I tried getting to know ppl at my school, but no one's interested even other Otaku's aren't interest, infact I was blatantly ignored by them and I wonder why ignore a fellow Otaku? I fail to understand if another Otaku came up to me being what's up? I'd be like Hey fellow Otaku and all excited and stuff. But it's not like that and I don't understand why. But it guess it doesn't matter is it worth it, searching for friends and a lover only to have these friendships/relationships end one day?

Post continuing I wonder if I'm destined to be alone forever I'm 24 and going to be 25 soon and never had love or a kiss and I have no friends. I then decided to try online social networks such as Okcupid and POF but the ppl there just straight up ignore me and it PISSES me off, I ABSOLUTELY HATE PPL WHO FUCKING IGNORE ME!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry about that I get MAD thinking about it, then I came to this site, to my surprise there's a decent amount of activity but there are too many dead accounts and I have too many friends who don't/no longer speak to me. Plus I'm always the one who has to drop comments and send friend requests like more than 90% of the time. I never have anyone really ask me questions other than how are you and such.

Post continuing So I'm on my last legs here I'm on the verge of giving up, I tried to bury the unhappy side of me and try to be cheerful,I bulked my profile so ppl can get more info and put up my RL pic and yet it feels like my efforts are in vain. I'm always trying to get to know new ppl and have them enter my life but nothing ever seems to work. I guess best way put I'm no good with other human beings or maybe Human beings are too complex to understand. Either way I sense a lonely future for me. Le Sigh..... Anyway I'm not mad at anyone I'm just sad that no one seems to give a fuck/no longer gives a fuck... Be nice if someone REALLY wanted to get to know me. Le Sigh again....

As I have postualted in numerous threads with content akin to this ones: If positivity isnt working out, find a way to appreciate all the negatives in the world, people ont he net pissing you off? learn to hack and upload photoshopped infidelity pictures to ruin their relationships, revel in the misery of the assholes who revel in their own ignorance, there are plenty of rotten people out there, that wont give "karmic repurcussions" if you fuck over, there is no shame in being a bad apple, the world needs hate to appreciate love, war to appreciate peace, and hate to appreciate love. Evil is only a stigma the morally corrupt use to label right and wrong as it benefits them. And lets face it, if we arent part of the seemingly happy majority, we might aswell embrace the angry minority, that we in that case, most likely belong to.

Hikki, dude YOU HAVE PROBLEMSS

I know, at least I found an effective way to deal with them, have not contemplated suicide or anything like that for many, many years ^^

I don't think your being very effective bro xD Tiger you know how I feel about this subject lulz

>Junichi : nvm, then go cry in your corner and feel sorry for yourself... never seen that work out for anybody....