What is it like being a boy on MO?

I've been here on and off for a long time. I'm extremely bad at staying active on forums so I vanish often. It's why i try and add people on discord if they wanna keep in touch as i'm on that 24/7. Anyways, I've gotten close to getting together with a few girls on here and generally even when we seem to get along great and they seem interested, they just poof with no word and I never see them again. So i get left wondering if I did something wrong or fucked up somewhere. I'm pretty resistant to lonely feels but it does slowly nag at you over time. there are fun people here to talk to at least.

When I interact with girls. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NOpS4qGILyY

Hard to say as this is my second day here. I may grow to like the place in due time based on what friends were earned.