It hurts

https://i.imgur.com/qIQat2d.jpg I seriously just reactivated to post this because reading OP's story made me pretty angry. None of what happened is OK at all, this is the type of shit that can ruin people's perception of love in the long term and OP did not deserve any of this especially with the work he's put in to make the relationship work in the first place. To be honest I would have saw the fact that she used her family disliking the idea of her dating "non-whites" as an excuse to keep your relationship basically on the down low (even after you two started physically living together?) to be a giant redflag and dropped her there. Nobody deserves to basically be treated like a guilty pleasure or just one of the many skeletons in their closet. A woman that's really worth shit would have told their family to deal with it or fuck off. OP, the only thing you can really do going forward is to move on knowing that this toxic ass relationship is behind you and that no. You're not a baby for thinking this is fucked up. I hope venting in this topic has helped a bit because I know the type of pain that things like this can cause very well.

Take that anger and use it to push yourself off the ground and soar even higher. She doesn't deserve you, or your time. You gave her your all and then some. 110% and she kicked you to the dirt. I'm sure those that tried to warn you dont harbour any ill feelings towards you. They probably understand you more than you realize.

What a pretentious cunt lmao Yeah, you're better off just leaving her alone. Trust me there's far better women out there who will actually be worth your time. You just unfortunately ended up with someone who has some serious issues and instead of addressing them she just resorts to manipulative behavior such as gas-lighting to cover her ass and blame everything on you when she obviously plays a large part in why things went wrong. People like that don't even deserve to be humored like that, hopefully her finding her "soulmate" will make her a better human being.

Agreed, she won't be likely to come back to this place anyways now that she knows that I took the initiative. And her soulmate actually saved my life, i hope he keeps her on a leash

I sympathize with you though I've never been in a relationship myself, but man that's awful.. Anyways, yeah, you'll be okay eventually. Just forget about her. Meditate, or do a hobby you enjoy to get your mind off her. She's not worth your time.

Well, my story could be a lesson for those who had the same dream and goal that I once had. That your very first choice of romance would be your only or you're looking for your actual soulmate. >When an entire forum is telling you a certain person is fucked, she's fucked and will fuck you up. >Remember kids, don't put your dick in crazies. I regret losing my virginity to the likes of her...

Depends on the kinda crazy. If you can tame a Yandere go for it. If not then yeah run for the hills Little humour to lighten the mood