Struggles you had/have trouble overcoming...

My anxieties? I may not look like it but i worry/ or be concerned for way too much.. also over thinking is my bestfriend

@垃圾大师 Yeah thanks, most of my friends that I talked to about this told my relatively the same thing, that I shouldn’t beat myself up about failing to help her, I mean I tried, I really did, but I’m the end it just ended up being unhealthy for me, her depression started latching itself on to me, which was definitely not a good thing, I’ve told her that she needs more professional help than what I can provide, like a therapist, but yeah

@Master of Fears, I get that, my ex and I were both really depressed and anxious a lot of the time, and when he started coming out with stuff like wanting to experiment w guys when he'd been with men multiple times, it fed into other insecurities. But at the end of the day I was called the toxic one, when I think it could be said that we were both going at it and he didn't want to admit it. I struggle a lot with whether or not I'm attractive to someone. Even if I'm dating someone I'll doubt that I'm actually attractive lmao. I also struggle a lot with being a a student at 25 going on 26.

Had a special someone I was talking with for several months. Then they just ghosted me, and all their other online friends, for someone else. Felt and still feels bad. Yet I still care for them and hope they are happy. Its an odd mix of feelings I am still working out 2 months later.

@V系trash☆ Oof, that really sounds rough, that is exactly why relationships shouldn’t be one-sided, both people should be there for each other, otherwise it isn’t really much of a relationship in the end

I've definitely done shit to get my exes upset, not so much now but before. haha. Now I just do art stuff instead and hope they'll pick up their shit. Speaking of. Living with an SO is hard. I did it for 3 months and like... It was weird to begin with now that I think of it.