Mental Breakdown Thread

@toritori hey, I get where your coming from partly. My other siblings probably feel the way you do sometimes. They've seen me scream, destroy things, get arrested, threaten to kill them and my family, hurt myself in terrible ways, etc. People label me as a "Monster", "Psychopath" & "Heartless" (I'm sure you understand the pattern). I was raised differently because I lived with my grandparents for 12 and a half years. Just about everything they taught me, was shamed upon by my mom and 3rd step father. They led me on a different path. I didn't like the environment I was in whatsoever. They were heavy drinkers and just would constantly argue and fight. It would get violent half the time. All I could do was listen.... cause I just "Got in the fucking way."

living with them all these years has fucked me up bad. I can't leave because I'm 18 & I don't have a job or any money to move out. I can't go to a foster home anymore, can't go live with other relatives or friends, etc. So at this point I feel as though I'm on my own. And it really hurts :'(

my moms side of the family are all rich and mean and my dads side is poor and nice. i was never poor growing up because i lived with my mom. i would have been normal if i lived with my dad.