What's the hardest part about dating YOU?

Probably the fact that when I get comfortable with someone I'm afraid I'd bore or offend them, causing me to slump into another depression

I think I say yes to easily to everything my partner wants or at least things my previous partners have wanted and am currently trying to work on realizing it's okay to say no for certain things

I'm very much an introvert. I'm very independent and I can be very aloof. There are times I just *need* to be left alone for a while. And when I'm under sufficient stress for a long enough length of time, I can become irrational and overly pessimistic.

I tend to force people to jump through a lot of hoops when before I actually let them "in" this goes for both friendships and possible romantic relationships so I can seem pretty cold and distant in the beginning. I wouldn't say it's something like trust issues or anything though since I mean if you end up in a relationship with me you have my trust and I'm not going to question you unless you give me a reason to. It's more like I have a very methodical approach to life and relationships in general. I basically have a habit of "testing" people to decide whether or not they're worth exerting energy over to maintain a relationship with, and if I perceive them as not being worth it I honestly have no problem with just walking away and not looking back. Might seem cold to some people but it's honestly been a very effective defense against toxic people and bullshit in general for me so far Though yeah, ultimately I think the hardest thing about dating me is getting in a relationship with me in the first place. :u

My social anxiety. I need lots of reassurance. Being able to look past my physical disabilities and still grab my butt lol. But really this is important, because no girl ever looks at me as a potential partner once I tell them I was born with a shitty body. So it's a big thing that makes me very self conscious about myself. I'm very boring, I'd rather stay home than go out. But having someone to force me out sometimes would be good too.

Probably not specific to dating, but just relationships in general. Most of my characteristics which I consider to be fun and positive are considered negative by a great number of people. It puts me at quite a disadvantage when it comes to forming relationships but at an advantage of maintaining one. Unfortunate, but eh.