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A little something i wrote 5 years ago also my cousin added music for the lyrics (Blackening the silence) (verse1) This pain has let me be for far too long Now I sing my final song when the tears Realise my nightmares with every scare Now am drunken fighting and cant take it Anymore (chorus) See the scars you have made with your hell I had to ring the bell and say those 3 words Nothing feels worse now as we bleed out Now there is nothing but doubt (Verse2) The mental thoughts I have inside Of suicide has made me see nothing but darkness As I turn to alcohol everything feels like emptiness Now I fade away (chorus) (breakdown) Its terrifying Its terrifying Its terrifying This blackening of silence inside of me I just want to scream and let the world Know how I feel but nothing seems real As this blackening silence inside of me kills me https://m.soundcloud.com/calmahn/the-blackening-of-silence

Been working on little fanfictions here and there plus an original story of mine that can barely get past the first 2 chapters