Please god let me meet her

Please God, let me meet her. All I want to is to find that perfect girl I know exists. She’s sweet and shy and my age and likes all the things I do, perhaps even is on this site itself. The girl who won’t secretly think I’m a loser, the girl I can cuddle with (even if only possible online) and spent nights talking to and laughing and sharing happiness. Someone who can reciprocate the love I put in, the girl who I can make feel safe and secure unconditionally and can fill this gaping, empty void in my heart.
Please, just let me find this person. I’ll change everything about me if that’s what it takes Please, I just can’t take the loneliness anymore.

Look bud, No girl, will make your life happy if it's not already something you can enjoy. You have to love yourself, and have some self respect, or you'll take the first girl that ever shows interest in you, and you'll settle for someone that you aren't crazy about. Which is a recipe for disaster. Work on yourself and your life to make it a great one, And women themselves will come to you.