Songs that have a special meaning to you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZ_WVsP9RkE repeat to yourself that they’re not really gone time has proven that fooling yourself into believing a lie is the most effective way to deal with things you have no control over keep listening to the mixtapes they made you overanalyse every single word you hear “was this a sign that things were going wrong” no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them stay up every single night staring at your phone either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these demons, these constant reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream or praying just for one second you could feel the warmth of equally returned love go out for coffee four times a week by yourself always bring your notebook, never stop writing leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip watch them smile as you get in your car always talk down on yourself whenever possible my life is shit because i deserve it, right? you must have done something real bad its nearly impossible for you to cry now avoid your friends for weeks even though they’re the only sense of consistency you have left in your life, if they really wanted to see you they’d come, but they won’t (who cares?) allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love watch as you begin to take a backseat to the world around you, don’t fight it become a secondary character in your own motion picture but most importantly drown every single one of your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to love the taste of it dripping down your throat find comfort in the warmth coming from your stomach, you’re drinking bottled love now you don’t need other people to drive away your loneliness you just needed to find a way to talk to it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IkOK8tdEsFY You can laugh all you want because it is Undertale , but it used to be my and my ex-best friend's favourite video game. I wish we never had that fight. I wish we could still laugh everyday and be there for each other..I still miss her everyday. I wish she could forgive me. This song always makes me cry.. it reminds me of all the good times I had with her.

https://youtu.be/fRcmMl2aB30 AoE 2 was the first ever true video game I played (Not including edutainment). It also made me fall in love with history. Thanks dad.