Trust

When someone lies, and they fuck up and make it clear they lied down the line, but they care so little that they don't even notice it. What's worse is that you fell for the lie. And you're the idiot for trusting them.

In my last relationship, the only thing I told her would her me is if she lied to me. A few months into the relationship I found out she lied about litterally everything. I was soo pissed and mad at her. And then she broke up with me, and we stopped talking. A few weeks later she came back and asked me to let her back into my friend circle. Which I said no at first. But then I felt bad a day or so later because she was lonely so I said yes. But then she declined for my sake. Moral of the story I hate liers. I'm too caring of a person to let lies be in my life. So honesty is litterally the only thing I care about in a relationship.

It just goes to show how much trust really means and you figure out who can keep it and who can break it, thus making us stronger people and giving us a good sense of judgement.

Cuz when one person(who is especially close) ruins it it just fick it up. Like now I'm scared to even ask if I can hang out with someone of if they want to be freinds bacuse i don't wanna get hurt.it looks like I'm having an easy time but inside my guts are screaming at me to stop