Your very first confession

It was a summer day, freshly finished with high school I was walking around the lighthouse I live near by. My friend called me asking if I was free. I told her I wasn't doing anything then so she could see me. I sat on a bench right by the lighthouse, while I waited for her. When she arrived, she easily saw I was bit down. We talked for bit about it. After that she did the one thing I would have expected. She stood up in front of me and then went to kiss me. She took my first kiss like it was nothing. Being dazed from that I asked her why she did that. She simply replied I looked like I needed it. Still dazed I followed her down the path away from the lighthouse, she was saying there was more she wanted to talk about. As we walked it started to rain, we decided to stay under a willow tree to keep from the rain. She hold me close, her face in front of mine, telling me that she loved me. I was shocked, I never expected any of it to happen. I then accepted her love and then we kissed under the tree while we waited for the rain to stop. Sadly that relationship didn't last since a few months later she confessed that she only did all of that so I could feel better from the stuff I was going through at the time. She went away and I haven't heard from her since.

Never asked someone out. Do not plan to do so, busy with other stuff. ( Don't wanna sound like a cold heart dude, i just don't feel like i am ready for relationship ) But i do hang out with my friends a lot to watch movies and such. XD

I've told someone that I've liked them a few times, but I think I make it very vague, and they don't really see it as me asking them out. I've dated one person and I old them I liked them. After getting rejected one of our mutual best friends told me that she liked me it was pretty confusing. Eiher way, I still think it's the most awkward thing to ask someone out. Unless you're clearly mutually in love lol.

The first time I confessed was when I was around 9-10 years old to this dude that even up to these days is goals. Didn't go well, he was a childish, brute idiot back then so when I told him that I liked him, he rejected me because I was ugly and turns out he liked another girl a year older than me which he talked to everyday... Later on, he found out that the actual girl didn't like him and that she made a complot with my older brother to use a fake messenger profile that was mainly managed by my brother. He literally received karma right away lololol 6 years later, we had a reunion and he admitted that it was sad I'm pretty now because he didn't notice me back then. Sad, very sad. http://pa1.narvii.com/5882/72662018aa58fb4a38a0ddb5f5aaa7a5910bba97_hq.gif pftt hahahaahah

I've only confessed once, and it went pretty well. The relationship lasted 2 years. I left with more bad than good memories, but wouldn't take it back for anything though!