Confessions

I confess I'm a secret archer....I don't know if it's the bow....but something about archery speaks to me....The silence and focus really helps one think.....When you land a target....There's no better feeling of success especially from a far distance

@Mary My last two relationships were the same.. There are times where I don't feel anything at all, no joy or sadness. I hope I find someone who can take this pain away..

@izuru and mary/everyone I'll admit a lot of my relationships fucked up cause I went overboard or something was my fault. However 90% of the time I've never had a prolonged relationship but have been emotionally scarred pretty badly much like most of you through experiences with terrible and shallow people.

@izuru if there's something I've learnt through my path of loneliness is that bad relationships happen....You begin to wonder what's wrong with you....Thinking you're not good enough or maybe it wasn't meant to be....Maybe destined to walk alone but still ....Don't forget....Yourself is your major ally....Because in the end it may just be you vs the world but even then.....It's possible you might find someone.....Just keep swimming this ocean called life and if you drown...Whether you'd like it or not...Trust me I know....There'll be someone to save you from sinking even when it seems you have no one....That's just how life works