Random thoughts...

why cant life ever be up just downs after downs after downs

We need to make our own ups. To be an optimist is to be at constant war with reality, and act upon the things that we see would make the world and our lives better, rather than just allow the downs to keep coming as they inevitably will.

haha bullshit we make our own ups and downs xD tell that to a homeless dude who only has dirty to eat tell him to turn that shit into a positive that kinda shit is what happy privileged people tell people below its superficial its not reality /rant life fucking sucks at the end of the day *drinks a 2l of soda to dull the pain*

Lol that’s one side of it lamby. Yeah one instance can be bad and one instance can be good neither is simple and it’s dependent on where your life is and that the certain things applies to where your at. Life does suck but your ideology seems no more then a flare up attached to it. Like can say yeah, but 2 ppl in my family have gone from homeless to whatever but I can also say said X person will be disenfranchised forever and will die. Choco is entirely wrong Nd your not actually entirely right

isnt’ entirely wrong* Stupid fucking keyboard

i know, im just blowing off steam there is no black there is no white there is no bad there is no good there is no evil there is no pure our fridge broke down, we had just bought groceries and wer not the kinda family that can just go out and hire a repairman or buy a new one my mom has just given up and my sister was ranting to me that "MOMS GONNA BLAME ME" and ugh im so sick of it, yet i cant do anything to help and thats my fault and that hurts why cant things be easier

Lol that’s how things work, with in our surrounding area’s or immediate issues we control that small space. But what I can’t control sadly is the rapidization of creating irl anime waifus. I WANT VR SO I CAN HEAD PAT FUCKING HOLO IT PISSES ME OFFF

yyyeeeaaahhhh the real struggles..... *goes back to chugging soda to force endorphins*