Random thoughts...

i was born in the wrong country, japan would be my kinda place except its ver crowded. ive had people think i was dark irl. im only dark when im passionate.

You would feel the social pressure , the established stagnant rules and people’s intolerance of differences if you had been born in Japan. My Japanese friends also believe they were born in the wrong country.

oh ya im subbed to a japanese channel and he talks all about the bad things there. i want to live in a place that is serious but really friendly. no have to follow orders attitude.

This worlds just a stupid slot machine. However good your life is going it could get fucked up at every moment. There were people who finally achieved the one thing they wanted in life and then just randomly died. There were people who probably had mozart like skills but never saw an instrument in their whole life. There are people who never worked properly in their life but still it all worked out for them. Basically whatever we do is just luck or bad luck it really doesn't matter at all.

Imagine waking up each day not being the same person as before. What even is a personality? Would you notice if you woke up and you're not the same as before? What if we just tell ourselves we're the same person and we have to be convinced cause otherwise our whole existence as a lifeform wouldn't work. So we just try to immitate whoever we were yesterday in the best way we can, hoping noone will notice