im so tired, i typed out something then clicked back and lost everything. thats kinda ironic because the topic was about how the only thing that happens quick right now is this post.

암브로시우스 @ambrosel commented on Random thoughts...

암브로시우스 @ambrosel

Sep 24, 19 at 7:01am

1: Went to grab my dinner with the hotel's courtesy at the dining area, then I started to panic internally as I told my mother in a calm tone, "I can't find my phone." I rummaged through my bag and my mother had 'ffs this is the 3rd phone this year, wtf is wrong with u?' kinda expression on her face. I was about to try and retrace my steps, seeing if that would help me in that situation. I could've sworn I brought it with me, I recall using it like a minute or so before I lost it-- I stood from my chair and I turned away from her and she was like, "what the hell, anon? it's in your back pocket, how could you have forgotten that?! do we need to give you ginkgo medicines??* (ginkgo helps with memory problems q-q) 2: I went up first to the room we were staying in, I was kinda hesitant to ring the doorbell since I might mistakenly try to ring the wrong door cuz im really not friggin good with the numbers, a friend of my mother was staying with us and I knew how she looked like, so imagine my state of panic when someone else unveiled herself from the front door. I stood frozen wide-eyed, this is one of the nightmares every socially anxious person would never ever want to experience in real life. I was about to make a dash out of embarrassment when she went like, "Wait, no, no this is the right room!" I peeked inside and I saw my mother's friend, I grew relieved but goddamn q-q