Random thoughts...

https://despair.com/cdn/shop/products/teamworkbatondemotivator.jpeg . This is how I feel about my job right now.

if i like a girl, i might be too affectionate. if i hate someone i might be too obvious. im stuped. how do you spell a stupid word?

Took me awhile to figure out that not being involved with peoples lives and not interacting with them is healthier then conversating with them. Healthier for me and leads to a stable, longer, whatever the fuck it is.

@joemama711 I know the feeling https://64.media.tumblr.com/9eaa95d24d560d2d3028b2c2ce3ebeec/tumblr_ovvt9i3y4b1rb2jspo2_250.gif

I'm reducing the shit out of my karma. And, boy I got plans to blow it all away. I know the devil hate to see me winning I'm suppose to destroy people. I make my gf extremely happy I don't know how I'm doing it. But, she's just a wholesome woman who's greatful for every little thing. I'm always waiting for the you suck but she's always crying tears of joy. We enjoying our valentines day. Huh even a narc can have successful relationship. The cursed boy meet a unfathomable loving girl. Edit: She be like I don't deserve this. Baby you the cleanest air I breathed in a long time. You deserve more than I can give. Your love is cleaning out my heart. Finding a wholesome God fearing woman with none of the brain rot of America. She put the Wo! In Woman.