Random thoughts...

Red 40 be giving me migraines, makes sense while I never enjoyed crystal light fruit punch or Hawaiian punch, also red velvet makes me sick but thats prob a sugar issue.

Something about this heat and sleeping past 10 pm just makes me super bummed out n anti social.

Your a walking shadow, people know that your there, but no one cares, your see through like air, another silhouette shown on the walls, Passing through phases of the moon, day and night intermingle and the seasons burn through, a hole in your memories, nothing changes standing in place. stagnant facets, masquerading in a facade of faces. Nothing left but pain, in lonely places.

Needed some beans for what I'm making tonight and all I had was some dried beans from four years ago. PANDEMIC BEANS IT IS!!! Not sure about the nutrients after so many years, but they taste pretty good.

@etherealock My brother described it as a low energy environment. Akin to the deep ocean sea. It is its own ecosystem. When a place is abandoned, the activity stagnates. The native fauna goes dormant. When the living kick up energy, the place comes to life. And there is still life there. That too decays if you don't know how to live it.