Random thoughts...

Hate, Something, Sometime, Someway Something kick off the front floor Mine, Something inside I'll never ever follow So give me something That is for real, I'll never ever follow Get your boogie on Get your boogie on Hate, Something, Someway, Each day Dealing with no forgiveness Why, this shit inside, Now everyone will follow So give me nothing Just feel and now This shit will follow God paged me, "You'll never see the life", Who wants to see? God told me, I've already got the life, Oh I say God paged me, "You'll never see the life", Who wants to see? God told me, I've already got the life, Oh I say Each day I can feel it swallow Inside something they took from me I don't feel your deathly ways Each day I feel so hollow Inside I was beating me You will never see So come dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Me! God paged me, "You'll never see the life", Who wants to see? God told me, I've already got the life, Oh I say God paged me, "You'll never see the life", Who wants to see? God told me, I've already got the life, Got the life! Got the life! Got the life! Got the life! Got the life! Got the life! Got the life! Got the life! Got the life!

Something has to change Un-deniable dilemma Boredom's not a burden Anyone should bear Constant over stimulation numbs me But I wouldn't want you It any other way It's not enough I need more Nothing seems to satisfy I don't want it I just need it To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive Finger deep within the borderline Show me that you love me and that we belong together Relax, turn around and take my hand I can help you change Tired moments into pleasure Say the word and we'll be Well upon our way Blend and balance Pain and comfort Deep within you Till you will not want me any other way It's not enough I need more Nothing seems to satisfy I don't want it I just need it To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive Knuckle deep inside the borderline This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to Relax Slip away Something kinda sad about The way that things have come to be Desensitized to everything What became of subtlety? How can it mean anything to me If I really don't feel anything at all? I'll keep digging till I feel something Elbow deep inside the borderline Show me that you love me and that we belong together Shoulder deep within the borderline Relax, turn around and take my hand

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RjfRICu8UI&feature=share&fbclid=IwAR0rE8NPjSJBseNmM-co4RyYu8O1SbZiJvSh5Joj_Bp1ulxegFyaJ5xXJwU Help me, if you can It's just that this is not the way I'm wired So, could you please help me understand why You've given in to all these reckless dark desires? [Pre-Chorus] You're lying to yourself again, suicidal imbecile Think about it, you're pounding on a fault line What'll it take to get it through to you, precious? I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this? Such a mess, why would I wanna watch you? [Chorus] Disconnect and self-destruct One bullet at a time What's your rush, now? Everyone will have his day to die [Verse 2] Medicated drama queen Picture perfect, numb belligerence Narcissistic drama queen Craving fame and all its decadence [Pre-Chorus] Lying through your teeth again, suicidal imbecile Think about it, you're pounding on a fault line What'll it take to get it through to you, precious? I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this? Such a mess, why would I wanna watch you? [Chorus] Disconnect and self-destruct One bullet at a time What's your rush, now? Everyone will have his day to die [Bridge] They were right about you They were right about you [Pre-Chorus] Lying to my face again, suicidal imbecile Think about, you're pounding on a fault line What'll it take to get it through to you, precious? I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this? Such a mess, over this, over this! [Outro] Disconnect and self-destruct One bullet at a time What's your hurry? Everyone will have his day to die If you choose to pull the trigger Should your drama prove sincere Do it somewhere far away from here!

i post that on youtube on peoples bullshit. i posted the korn video there to be funny. sorry if its confusing. the random korn video that i ment. i posted a korn video that i was all about. no one really cars about anything about shit right now so . fuck it.

Black then white are all I see In my infancy. Red and yellow then came to be, Reaching out to me, Lets me see. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend. Over-thinking, over-analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines. Black then white are all I see In my infancy. Red and yellow then came to be, Reaching out to me. Lets me see There is so much more And beckons me To look through to these Infinite possibilities. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend. Over-thinking, over-analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, leaving opportunities behind. Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line. Reaching out to embrace the random. Reaching out to embrace whatever may come. I embrace my desire to I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected Enough to step aside and weep like a widow To feel inspired, to fathom the power, To witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, To swing on the spiral, to swing on the spiral, To swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human. With my feet upon the ground I lose myself between the sounds And open wide to suck it in. I feel it move across my skin. I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or whatever will bewilder me. Whatever will bewilder me. And following our will and wind We may just go where no one's been. We'll ride the spiral to the end And may just go where no one's been. Spiral out. Keep going

A groan of tedium escapes me Startling the fearful Is this a test? It has to be Otherwise I can't go on Draining patience, drain vitality This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old But I'm still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And I'm still right here But I'm still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And I'm still right here Wait it out Gonna wait it out Be patient (wait it out) If there were no rewards to reap No loving embrace to see me through This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away by now Gonna wait it out If there were no desire to heal The damaged and broken met along This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away by now And I still may, I still may Be patient Be patient Be patient I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this And if there were no rewards to reap No loving embrace to see me through This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away by now And I still may And I still may And I still may And I Gonna wait it out Gonna wait it out Wait it out Gonna wait it out