Random thoughts...

now you do wht they told ya now you do wht they told ya

I'd like to close my eyes and go numb But there's a cold wind coming from The top of the highest high rise today It's not a breeze ?cause it blows hard Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know Watch the warmth blow away Don't let the world bring you down Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold Remember why you came and while you're alive Experience the warmth before you grow old Do you think I should adhere To that pressing new frontier And leave in my wake a trail of fear? Or should I hold my head up high And throw a wrench in spokes by Leaving the air behind me clear? Don't let the world bring you down Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold Remember why you came and while you're alive Experience the warmth before you grow old

A Perfect Circle - the ousider

Help me, if you can It's just that this is not the way I'm wired So, could you please help me understand why You've given in to all these reckless dark desires? [Pre-Chorus] You're lying to yourself again, suicidal imbecile Think about it, you're pounding on a fault line What'll it take to get it through to you, precious? I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this? Such a mess, why would I wanna watch you? [Chorus] Disconnect and self-destruct One bullet at a time What's your rush, now? Everyone will have his day to die [Verse 2] Medicated drama queen Picture perfect, numb belligerence Narcissistic drama queen Craving fame and all its decadence [Pre-Chorus] Lying through your teeth again, suicidal imbecile Think about it, you're pounding on a fault line What'll it take to get it through to you, precious? I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this? Such a mess, why would I wanna watch you? [Chorus] Disconnect and self-destruct One bullet at a time What's your rush, now? Everyone will have his day to die [Bridge] They were right about you They were right about you [Pre-Chorus] Lying to my face again, suicidal imbecile Think about, you're pounding on a fault line What'll it take to get it through to you, precious? I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this? Such a mess, over this, over this! [Outro] Disconnect and self-destruct One bullet at a time What's your hurry? Everyone will have his day to die If you choose to pull the trigger Should your drama prove sincere Do it somewhere far away from here!

Black then white are all I see in my infancy Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me Lets me see As below, so above and beyond, I imagine Drawn beyond the lines of reason Push the envelope, watch it bend Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines Black then white are all I see in my infancy Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me Lets me see There is so much more And beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities As below, so above and beyond, I imagine Drawn outside the lines of reason Push the envelope, watch it bend Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind Feed my will to feel this moment Urging me to cross the line Reaching out to embrace the random Reaching out to embrace whatever may come I embrace my desire to I embrace my desire to Feel the rhythm, to feel connected Enough to step aside and weep like a widow To feel inspired To fathom the power To witness the beauty To bathe in the fountain To swing on the spiral To swing on the spiral to Swing on the spiral Of our divinity And still be a human With my feet upon the ground I lose myself Between the sounds and open wide to suck it in I feel it move across my skin I'm reaching up and reaching out I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me What ever will bewilder me And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going