Random thoughts...

aliens we are. i dream about how i dont care if i die and when im awake its the same. some day we will feel like we are home to this planet. i sent a message like this to a girl i like and just to make sure if she doesnt like it maybe someone here might. someone that wants to kill themself..

Son, I ain't no Jesus, but you're no devil. Just another sick man who has to face himself everyday. However if you can't do that then no one is going to fear you. They will pitty you at best. If you think hurting others or yourself is the solution then join all the other failed attempts to change the world with violence. Seriously @flare3 you shouldn't be this weak. Even you can do better that. If you want to show the world what's up, use your anger to create opportunities of improvement not self destruction. Remember, we aren't as different as you think.

Stick to MMA then. Just make sure that energy stays in the ring. The way you were spinning the story sounds more like you are trying to processes a lot negative emotions. Chaos isn't inherently evil but without purpose it won't meet it's full potential. Whatever your path in life, make it work. - Also Anime is not real life. Never get it twisted. @flare3