Random thoughts...

this song gis amazing. it sets people off. ok.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bESGLojNYSo people hate this song but i love it. well i love it. fuck.

at least i didnt pla this loud. fire work o o oh. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw&list=RDbESGLojNYSo

https://youtu.be/Y2PLi7b0uHw Please for the love of god tell me this is fake

*sniffs* Look how they massacred my Childhood. Teen Titans went from everyone's favorite childhood TV show. To a disaster. To a God damn disappointment. Like, I had such high hopes for the new Titans Series.

Have you ever laid your heart out to someone and have them reply with im almost out of chips because she doesnt want to give you an answer, after she pressured you to say it in the first place... I remember why i always kept everything to myself now, cause it was the smart thing to do. I used to be happy she came back after leaving without a word, but now i almost wish she never did. It would be easier orz

I feel bad, I’m trying to put my Shit together and Iact like I’m ok and happy thou I know I’m not. Trying to joke and laugh and be dumb rn just feels forced and fake. I can’t help feeling that I’m bringing down the mood with all my negativity. I don’t wanna ignore people, but I just feel like complete shit to be talking and being friendly.

Fake it till you make it. It's difficult to change habbits or the usual attitudes we rely on every day. It's difficult to access them now, but maybe a professional might be your answer to help you be more positive, or at least focused.