Suicide

Im still bottled up Everythings complicated

Well as long as bottling shit up isn't causing you any sort of psychological harm, then I don't see the problem with bottling things up. Like I said before things will eventually get better, that is unless you have shitty luck, but hey I'm homeless at moment and I don't think my luck is shitty, because I know there are people who have it way worse then I do.

@SuperFranky: I'm the same way, but that method doesn't work for a lot of people. Especially the younger generations. If they've already reached that point of suicidal depression, continuing to bottle the emotions up usually doesn't end well. It means that bottling their emotions up only made it worse in the first place.

Mhm I agree gudmoore, that's why I said it's a method that might not work for everyone. Idk suicide is a touchy subject for many, cause you never know what exactly is going through someone's head so there's no real definitive solution to someone's problem, in my opinion it's just something you have to realize yourself.

Idk anymor My sister almost commited suicide then again she was not in right mind but shes fine...ish...but idk myself I just think it be best im causing alot of pain already

Shit or get off the pot. Oherwise... Get help and get better. You can stop being in so much pain, but crying for pity will get you no where(And honestly, you're no special snow flake with uniqe and unheard of problems.). Honestly, just get help, that much you do need.

Hello and thank you for calling the yaasshat suicide help hotline. We are sorry but there is no one available to take your call, if you need help please hang up and shit or get off the pot. Have a good day. *click*

Ha! I actually was helping a guy once who was having a rough time to say the least (alcoholic and very mentally off kilter...), he called one of those national hotlines only to get a recording saying they'd be back in the morning. Laughter is good medicine.XD Also, I stand by what I said and had a good reason for it.

Again, we here at the yaasshat suicide hotline do apologize for the delay in assisting you. To leave a call back number press 1. To listen to the smallest violin playing "My Heart Bleeds for You" press 2.

I think everyone hits that point in their lives where they just want to end their lives. I can't say I never had that point. When we take on so much of the world on our shoulders, it becomes heavier to bare. All we have to do is just keep smiling and just try our best to live through the hard weight and just know that everything will be alright. Life can get better if you work hard to make it better. It's a rough life we all live in. But life can be good.