I dont know anymore

i agree with neet (first time...jking) if you decide to play the love game prepare to experience from winning, to glory to losing and shame, i played lost a bunch of times and finally decided to put the game aside and make my own game in destiny where its fun to do things day to day and were losing isnt an option unless you are dead. The game stays the same for everyone, so like xynox mentioned get a hobby or start doing stuff you like and make you happy and maybe one day love will find you without games

Thx everybody Inside i feel thx there are some people who understand Me

There's really nothing to worry about, everything will find it's way eventually. You mentioned you're not really social (With your statement, that you don't really know anyone). Try to broaden your horizon, break the ice, without creeping up on people. The only way to make new contacts is just by doing it. Complaining about something like this won't help the situation. Ask yourself questions: What have I tried? Who are my real friends? How social am I? What can I try next, and what will be the value that I can get out of this? By reflecting on your own life you could perhaps change your stance, and your views. Don't worry mate, we've all been there.

Kind wordt my friend Thanks means allot for me