Is He Died Yet !?

Okay, so all through August I talked about a MaiOtaku original story being introduced. Never happened. Even when my health came back up. Honesty is that I just wasn't feeling it after my ordeal, and it's on the shelf. Then I stated reaction threads would start coming in September. Well I'm only 2 weeks behind, but still, those didn't happen because I haven't been watching a lot of anime lately. AND I've lost touch. Simple enough. I've had failing health for almost a year now. Mystery illness, no doctor in my state has figured it out. Scary shiznitz, for reals. And sometimes I honestly don't know if I'm going to wake up the next day. Going to sleep is the scariest thing in the world to me. Every night that I close my eyes I pretty much beg for tomorrow. It's been a lot to overcome, and I was hoping being with MaiOtaku would help me. And not that it "hasn't" .. but it didn't turn out to be a one-shot cure for my issues. However, it's still wonderful and I won't abandon it. So instead of just being forgotten, I wanted to say, honestly. I fucked up getting my content produced on time. No excuse other than I couldn't handle my issues properly. But someday I'll be back!! And you'll enjoy it when it comes !!

You're FIRED! Just kidding :P I had a mystery illness for about a year. It all started when I came back from my trip to Puerto Rico in 2013. I was having really bad digestive issues. Test after test after test, hundreds of dollars later everything was ruled out. Doctor finally said it was Irritable Bowel Syndrome caused by stress or depression. She prescribed me a drug that acts as an anti-depressant. I called BS on that and just refused to take all medications. Doctors are so quick to prescribe you shit you don't even need just to get you out of their hair. Some nights I wondered if it was going to get worse and I would die. I was mentally prepared for it to get worse. A couple of months ago, the problems mysteriously disappeared. I guess the point is, shit happens. You can't let fear control you. Death comes for us all eventually. Just enjoy the ride.

@yu that is scary as fock and man, yeah, it has gotten "better" over time, but it's still not good thinking of getting a blood battery done to see if it's anything "super" bad although i already got one, i want another