the sad and loyal clown

Have you ever felt such pain you wished death came for you right then? The loss of something you believed to be special perhaps? Well. I have felt such pain. A pain so intense that it wrecked my hearts. O, how my heart aches, I can only laugh to hide my sorrow. But loyalty is important, sometimes it can even surpass certain emotions such as rage, sorrow, and even love. I can't go back and I won't. But if I must die alone, I die knowing my loyalty is intact, but also, at the end of the day. I'm one very sad clown.

A sad clown you say? http://images.beautyworldnews.com/data/images/full/20776/twisty-the-clown.jpg

:( I wrote this peom because I just had my heart broke. Trying to get over it