So half dead site...

I have been crying too much if anything I'm too damn emotional and thats one of the many thing that makes ppl hate me T.T and I hate that I could never and I'v never brake up with someone I'm loyal but ppl get sick of me easy I guess he and I were not meant to be because he lacked emotion ... he just wanted to play video games but I guess wanting to be together 24/7 would make anyone sick sigh :( I am selfish

Wow I see. Well that's cause you haven't found someone that feels the same way. Maybe what happen is that he couldn't handle you. You must have worn him out. Lol There's nothing wrong with wanting to be with someone all the time. Just sometimes people need space. The tricky part is being able to tell people that you need it. And not being lashed out for asking for it.

Yeah I know what you mean. I always get used and tossed aside once they are done with me. Really makes me not want to trust any one. But whatever there just has to be some one out there of worth. If everyone wishes for the same thing then why be so cruel to each other. Don't start or get into a relationship that you are not commited to work on.

I couldn't use someone I'm just looking to love and to be love I all ready cant trust ppl and I hate where I am I'm stuck in a apt with my ex and his 2 friends and they all piss me off staying up late bringing random ppl into the apt and being noisy when I am tying to sleep! super sux cause im a lite sleeper

I would not want to roommate with some one I dont know I'm only here for a year and at least my dad is around sleeping in my closet lol no really its complicating but after a year me and my dad well be moving in with my mom in mo unless I find that special some one or my ex has a change of heart(don't know if I would take him back...?) then I would like to get a nice 1 bed apt just the two of use... sigh I wish :/

eh ya i guess me ex dose not like him I'm slowly getting over it thanks to my parents my job and talking on this site so many nice ppl XD ow and music lessening to Trust Me by Yuuya ending to anime called Durarara lol my ex seems depressed serves him right Xp

Drrr! is an awesome anime btw, my faves have gotta be shizuo and izaya by far XD. Those two are just awesome lol. Endlessknight seems to be helping u pull urself outta ur slump, and i would say everyone on the site is here for u, alot of understanding people who seem to have gone through some of the same shit that life has to offer, have had their hearts broken, feel used and abused, and just wanna find some friends or something more XD. All u really have to is open up and tell someone whats on ur mind and what ales ur heart, people are understanding, or at least people who have been there before do, and they are ready and willing to help in any way they can :)